Saturday, March 31, 2007

I was sitting there.....

Life goes on, people grow up and change, But me? I'll still be me. And I'll be here for you.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Buddy, Pal, Homie, Sweetie, Love, Babe, Baby, Friend?

Howdy,
So, I know I missed you greatly yesterday, So I left you an extra down there--> and moving on..I have something to say, (I know I always do) But I really feel as tho this is important.

Friends, Such a small word with a huge meaning. These day's it seems to be getting harder and harder to find a good friend. Everyone's all about themselves, My things, My own Identity, My Ipod, My cell phone, My LIFE. It seems like people are starting to believe its all about them. Just going through life dodging others as tho they were the plague.
But Sometimes, there's people in your life that you can't thank enough. Every little thing is etched into your memory, some things more than others. And either way, they've changed your life. They've shaped you. They've given you the strength to be stronger, to be bolder, to be yourself. The smiles have outweighed the tears you've shed on their shoulders and the laughter has been louder than the anger you've experienced. It's because of the people you surround yourself with that you ended up learning to love, laugh, like and live happily with. These people, We call them our friends. But, its such a small word that describes this huge thing.
I personally, Only have a few people that I call my friend. You know, The ones who I can talk to all the time anytime but also sit in a comfortable silence. Or that someone I tell my dreams to because I know that no matter how ridiculous they sound she'll listen and she won't laugh at me. The ones I can tell my secrets too and I know they won't tell. Who can tolerate the same kind of gossip and nothing more. They don't care how I dress but always compliment me when I look good. We can't stand the same kind of people and like the same kind of books. The ones that go, "Hey, how are you?" and mean it. We spend boring evenings watching movies. They know what my favorite color and cereal is.
The little things that a stranger could careless about. That kind of thing. The people that actually CARE.
THANK YOU. Thank you for caring and being my friend.
And it's getting late. SO I think I'll hit the hay.
Take care.
Sleep well.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love Always,
Jak.

I missed ya Yesterday...

1. real name → Jak Hubble
2. nickname → little baby jak jak, LJ, Jak, and so on...
3. single or taken → Marries
4. zodiac sign → Aquarius
5. male or female → female
6. elementary → Latimer, Oregon Trail, and Capri
7. middle → Castro
8. high → Westmont
9. eye color → Brown
10. hair color → Brown
11. long or short → Long
15. are you health freak → Not at all
16. height → 5'5
17. do you have a crush on someone → I do. I got it bad.
18. do you like yourself → I do.
19. piercings you've had → Ears and tongue
20. tattoos → Not just yet
21. righty or lefty → Righty



FIRSTS :


22. first surgery → Tonsils


23. first piercing → Ears


25. first award → Student Leader shit


26. first sport → Baseball


27. first pet → some hella random fish


28. first vacation → I dont even know


29. first concert → Wynonna


30. first crush → Oh gosh, Amber.





CURRENTLY :


49. eating → Twinkie


50. drinking→ Milk




52. i'm about to: Write a new blog


53. listening to → The tv.


55. waiting for → My foot to wake up


57. wearing → White Tshirt, Blue jeans, and my hightop Converse





YOUR FUTURE :


58. want kids → Maybe


59. want to get married? → Only to one person


60. want a big house? → Yeah, but I won't die if I don't get one





WHICH ATTRACTS YOU?


68. lips or eyes? → Eyes


69. hugs or kisses? → Both


70. shorter or taller? → Shorter.


71. intelligent or attractive? → Intelligent, attractive would help


72. romantic or spontaneous? → Both


73. nice stomach or nice arms?→ Nice Curves


74. career or homebody?→ Career


75. hook-up or relationship?→ No girl wants just a Relation, I wish.


76. body or mind?→ MIND, I like real women anyway.


77. trouble maker or hesitant? → a hesitant one thats a trouble maker in bed. That count?





HAVE YOU EVER :


78. kissed a stranger → yeah


80. had a broken heart→ Yes


81. ran away from home → No


82. broken any bones → Yes


84. broken someone's heart : Sorry if I have. It hurts.


85. been arrested → no, Im a good girl. =]


86. turned someone down → Yeah =[


87. cried when someone died → Yeah


88. liked a friend → Yes....=( Damn it.




DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. yourself→ Yes, all the way.


90. miracles → Yea, I like to think that they happen


91. love at first sight → Totally


93. Santa Clause → Hell no.


94. sex on the first date → Depends.


95. kissing on the first date → Maybe.


96. angels → About as much as I believe in Santa




ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :


97. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
No



98. Isn't that Dude Spencer off the hills a total hottie?
Oh totally



99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
LOL



100. Do you believe in God?
I don't.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Sometimes...When we think we are keeping a secret, It's actually keeping us.


Howdy,
I was reading last night I couldn't sleep at like 3 in the morning. Damn it. Although, I'm kinda glad that I was reading. Because I stumbled across this short passage in my book. And I read it at least 4 times, you wanna know what it is don't you? Alright, Here it is:

"..I think that's just how some people are, they outgrow the names their mother gave them, they grow into something different, someone different from what anyone could have expected of them..Taking a new name is like being born all over again, into who they should have been all along..."

What do you think? I thought it was funny. Really, Ever feel like your name doesn't do you justice? Then again I've thought that maybe you have to grow into your name. You have to adjust, maybe the world has to adjust, maybe that nickname grows old and your real name suits you better after a few years, days, or months. You know what I mean? Or perhaps its backwards, for instance, Your real name doesn't rise up to your expectations. As tho it's not describing you correctly. Maybe it lacks the spark you think that you need to make it. Or maybe it is just right and you can't see it just yet.
What does your name say about you?
J.ust
A.nother
K. razy Person

That about sums me up. =) haha. Take a look at yourself. Tell me. What does your name say?

I better get going, My mother is insane and I better clean my room.
Wishin' you a great Sunday. Take it easy.
Take care of yourself.

Goodbye and Good Day.
This is Jak signing off.
LoveAlways,
Jak.