Boots, Jeans, Boxers....In a pile next to the bed please.

Howdy,
How are you? What's on your mind?
Okay, I'll share first. I had a dream last night. It was a dream of me and you. And we were laying in the grass, It was a warm summer night. and the sun was setting and we were talking. Life felt good. It felt right. Normal. Calm. Take any positive descriptive word and *insert here*. That's what it felt like....That's when I woke up, with a smile on my face. And I was so disappointed to look around and not see you. Then to realize that it was 430 in the morning. But, It made me have a good day, that feeling lingered. It was really nice. I felt so content, even as I write this.
Anyhow, It's FRIDAY!! WooHoo! I forgot to celebrate the weekend with you last Friday, So here's a second WooHoo! =] Make it a good one. I know they come around every 5 days. But I can't help but feel so happy for the lousy 2 and a half days to fill with mindless laughter, heartfelt moments, smiles a mile wide, on-going flirtation, and of course. The L Word. Oh and friends. Haha =] That's what I'm talking about.
Share these moments with me?
Well,
After a night of work, I am going to go to bed. Its late. So take care.
Like always, Have a GREAT weekend.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love Always,
Jak.

Tell me, Who are you?

Howdy,
So, today I was thinking as I stared out the window of my second period class, World History, Who well do we actually know each other in this world. I mean, I walk by over at least a hundred students in the halls daily and I would say I know the name of 30% MAX, Meaning I walk past about 3 times that many on the weekends and I couldn't tell you anyone. Matter of fact, I don't even know that many, maybe 1% which leaves me knowing the name of about 3 people. And I continue to walk past, bump into, ignore, smile at, or just glance at all these people.
Now, I know that I can't change the fact that I live and walk with complete strangers daily but I can here. So I found a little survey online and I filled it out.

Next time you see me and are about to walk past, Say "Hi" I'll gladly respond...=]

Get to Know Me
...About You...
Nickname	Jak
Sex	Female
Eye Color	Brown
Hair Color	Brown
Height	5'6"
Favorite Color	Green
Screen Name	anniefay2000
Your Hometown	Campbell
Your Present Town	Campbell
Your Crush's First Name	Amber
Your Grade	10th
Your Style	JustJak
...Favorites...
Movie	Spiderman 1&2
TV show	The L Word & South Of Nowhere
Song	At the moment....Good Directions
Color	Green
Cigarette	Marbol Red
Pastime	Reading
...Have You Ever...
Sat on your rooftop	Yes
Kissed someone in the rain	No, but waiting for that one so I can
Danced in a public place	Yep
Smiled for no reason	Constantly
Laughed so hard you cried	Oh yeah
Peed your pants after age 8	I don't remember
Written a song	Naw
Sang to someone for no reason	Yes
Performed on a stage	Yeah
Talked to someone you don't know	All the time
Made out in a theater	Yes
Gone roller skating since 8th grade	No
Been in love	I guess you could say that
A near death experience	Nope
Sang in front of a large audience	Yes for 10 bucks
...Can You...
Write with both hands	Not well either way
Whistle	Yes
Blow a bubble	Yes
Roll your tongue	Barely
Cross your eyes	Yeah
Touch your tongue to your nose	Yeah wanna see?
Dance	Yes I can
Speak a different language	No
Impersonate someone	Not well
Cook anything	Top Roman
...Are you...
Fighter	If I have to be
Smoker	Yes
Drinker	No thanks
Stalker	No
Man eater	I hardly like chicken
Man hater	My buddies are guys
Lover	Yes
War freak	No, Not exactly
Heartbreaker	I try
In love	Actually, Sadly I am
Bossy	No
Friendly	Not me =]
...More...
What is your current mood?	Relaxed
Does your crush like you back?	I don't know
What makes you happy?	Plenty of stuff
Elaborate on your default photo	I don't have one up
Name one thing you do a lot	Chew Gum
Name someone with the same b-day as you	.....Stephen Owie
Are you comfortable with your height	I wish I were taller
...Finish The Line...
If I were a ...	Fish
I wish ...	I were 23 already
So many people don't know ...	That I like to dance
I am ...	Jak
My heart is ...	Aching
Pet Peeves ...	Mannerless/arrogent people.
Take this survey @ www.hot-lyts.com!

That moment in time, It felt ever lasting like you'd always be mine...

I sat content as the sunset and a warm light breeze blew across my face. It had been a long weekend. But for some reason it gave me this feeling, one that I don't think can be explained. Or maybe it can. Let me set the scene for you.
It's been a blistering day, one that felt like it would never end and you spent the whole day just bullshitting and goofing off and doin' a whole lota nothin'. Then you start to wind down and the sunsets and that summertime breeze blows and then that smile comes across your face. The one that you smile because you feel content for doing nothing and yet you've done oh so much. And for that moment in time, you know who you are and what you're all about. That feeling. Ever been there?

Howdy,
How are you doing? Don't think I forgot about ya, I haven't. Just been kinda busy this weekend. Doing a whole lot of nothing. =] And it's a nice feeling. I forgot to wish you a happy Friday. So here's to a good week. What did you do today? Today, Hmm where to start, I had Breakfast with the family and close friends. It was my mothers birthday. She's 20 years older then me today. You do the math. =] haha. And then My sisters and I took my grandma to the farmers market downtown, and then I had work. 12 to 6 and a half. It was a good day. What I wrote above was the feeling I had today on my break. It was a great day. It truly was.
The only downfall here? It's not summertime, and I have school tomorrow. And some how I think I will manage to make it through the week with a smile. Today I sat and listened to an elderly woman that I work with, She asked me today, "Why are you so smiley all the time?" My response? "I couldn't tell ya." She then told me that She sees how I come into work with a smile and I seem to have a good time and then she watches the other kids that work there and it seems that I have a better time. She claims its the attitude that I bring to work. I chewed on that statement and I think that I will try and apply it to the little things that I do daily. Well folks, Its that time again. Time to wrap things up and hit the sack.
So, all I have to say before I go is take sometime and listen to those old minds and souls. They can be a great thing.
On the note, take care.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love Always,
Jak.