Girls like you don't like guys like me...

Howdy,

How are you doing today? It's already Wednesday. I find it funny how time flies whether or not you're having fun.

I have a question for you. Ready for this one?

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10? Do you imagine things the way it is, little change, or drastic? You know where you've been but now where do you go?

In 5 years I will finally be 21. I dream of a life on the east coast, maybe mid west. And a nice little college town, Finishing school, and starting life. The kind of life that is now drama free. With my girlfriend, the one of my dreams, I've told you about her right? The one with light, exciting eyes and a crooked smile who enjoys reading just as much as I do. Who I can have an on going conversation with and will feel what I feel. Yeah, her.

Spending a little time here and there. Loving and living life as well as each other.

As time goes on, you lose touch with those who you once shared little jokes with and make friends with the folks around. Life seems good...And That's as far as I can see. 10 years? I'll be 26 and that is another blog...Perhaps tomorrow I will give you my premonition on that one.

And right now it is late and I will have to say goodnight yet again.

I have a track meet tomorrow, Wish me luck.

This is Jak signing off.

Goodbye and Goodnight.

Love Always,

Jak.

Shoooot.....

Howdy,
So let's begin today's blog with a common thought of mine.
Since you all know that my brain goes off into a world of its own on many occasions, I like to crack codes.
The biggest one for me being, the code of life. Funny I know. Right now, Many of you are probably going, "Jeez Jak, You are a freakin' nut. There is NO code to life." Right?
Cause you folks think that it just is. And I totally respect that, cause we all have different opinions and that's a great thing.
Now, Just hear me, and my madness out. We'll call this, "Operation 1 of many." Too general? How about, "The code of Jak." Too Personal? Alright, "The Pursuit of Happiness". Oh, that's right that ones taken. Okay, okay. "It's that Jak feeling." There. It's original, not taken, and kid friendly. Sounds like a dog huh.
Well, There you have it. Part one, of the part 6 series, "It's that Jak feeling." Bring. It. On.
Here we go.
Okay, Step one in my theory of life.
Do you have a favorite color? What is it? Now, Here's what you do. Take your favorite color. Now describe yourself in One word. One. Word. Take that word. Send it to me, along with your favorite color. I had my sisters do this with me. Here's how I think it works.
Ever wonder why we are drawn to a certain color? I do. My favorite color is Green. The type of girl I like....That will be a mystery until the end of this series.

When we like someone we have an attraction right? When we have a favorite color, it's an attraction right? Maybe the attraction to the colors have something to do with our attraction to a certain person as well.

Crazy? I think not. Just Jak if you will.
Out of the poll that I took today, I asked 15 people there favorite color and to describe themselves in One Word.


Here are the following results:
As of : 03/06/2007


Red[2]- Outgoing & Loving
Orange[2]- Confident & Calm
Yellow[4]- Funny, Erratic, Silly & Generous
Green[4]- Eccentric, Unsystematic, Nice & Confident
Blue[3]- Loud, Exciting & Fun
Purple[0]-
Pink[3]- Hot, Magnetic & Carefree
Black[1]- Unique
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Thanks to all the anonymous people who have volunteered there answers to me at random.

Now, Take a look at these words. And colors. Have a partner? What's there favorite color? Does it seem like a match? I will continue this until my series is done.

And until next time. Take care.

Jak is going to hit the sack. Meet me in my dreams? I promise to share my dreams with you in the morning.

Goodbye and Goodnight.

Love Always,

Jak.

I'll wait...Only for you.

Howdy,
It's Sunday yet again. Anyone break out of routine? Oh I did! *Raises Hand*
That's right. Jak stepped out of the safety zone and into the arms of another female. Okay, I didn't. I just tripped and my lips fell on hers. Although, It wasn't what I was looking for but it was a change. And change is good, right? *All shake heads yes*
Good, Glad to see that you agree.
So, tonight. I was wondering if you have ever had this experience. Ready?
The one. The only feeling. Jealousy. That's right.
You know that feeling don't ya?
I do. And personally, I can not stand it. I hate the feeling of my heart aching. I hate the fact that I even care. I hate the way I get so uncomfortable. I hate knowing that I can have someone else easily, and I am still stuck on you. I hate the way it feels wanting you. And yet, sadly, I'm still In Love with You. So much, that nobody else can compare. And I hate it.
You know what tho. Everything is okay. =]! I think that one day I will have an answer to all the madness. You know, like where those socks go when they go missing from the dryer. Or why things make that clicking sound when they get hot. Even, Why old women are drawn to the blue eye shadow. One day, I will have these answers. And I am not guaranteeing that it will lead to happiness or anything. I'm just warning, I mean letting you know, that I will have the answers one day.
So cowgirl, Wanna ride?
I'll be in my dreams. Meet me. I'll wait for you.
Deal? Deal.
Okay folks.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love Always,
Jak.