I've got a full tank of gas, with the top rolled down.....

Howdy,
Evening ladies. It's only Tuesday. Pity. I'm wishing it was Friday maybe even I'll settle for Thursdays....Oh man I have English then too. YAY!!

Anyhow, How are you? I've missed writing to you about some meaningful stuff. Want to share whats on your mind? I'll share if you do...Okay, okay, I'll go first.
Earlier this evening, I was thinking about my life, as I do every often. And I was thinking and thinking, and of course I was pondering where I'd end up. And you said that you think I'd end up coming back to Cali. Taking in consideration that you are usually right or have a really good hunch and this bothered me. I know you can't tell the future or anything and I'm hoping that you are wrong. I don't want to end up in California. I mean, its nice and all, and the main women in my life are here, at this moment. What I'm realllyyyyy wanting to happen. Is I get over you and find my lover who we both knew was out there. And stay as far away from here as possible.
By doing that I don't have any idea what I will accomplish or what I'll do, But I do know one thing. And that is that I will ALWAYS stay in touch with you. Always. I don't think I could continue life without you knowing that. I plan on leaving here and whether I see you around or not, I will always keep in touch.

And to all of my friends out there, I'm scared to death to think that if tomorrow never comes we might not be on good terms. When really I love you to death. Without you guys, I'd be nothing.

It's getting late.
Talk later?
Take care.
I love you.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love always,
Jak.