Cause it's a long trip alone...

Howdy,

Sorry that it's taken so long for me to write here. It's been a nice and long and slow weekend. Had a blast and did a lot of necessary thinkin'. The kind that leads you to that "happy" place. As well as hung out with freinds and their family. Friday, What a blast. I had work, hung out with some co-workers after. We just talked, laughed and drank ICEEs. Saturday, Work of course. Then, Went over to my friends' house and talked, dyed eggs, watched insanely good movies, and had a really nice time. Then Sunday came with a bang and left with a bang. It was a good day. Filled with excitement and laughter. You know what I'm talkin' about, I know you do. And that about sums up my weekend.

Good. Clean. Fun.

Anyhow,

How are you?...What do you want to take about this fine evening?

Did you watch the sun set? Over the tree tops, with the warm breeze blowing? Me neither. Ha ha, had ya going there for a second didn't I.

I wish.

One day this will be me. Sitting on my porch with my puppy laying next to me with you on my right in an old rockin' chair. I look to my left nothing but green, I look to my right, just in time to see the sun hit those green eyes and you smile from the warmth. I reach for your hand and at the same time you reach for mine. We meet in the middle and here we are. Holding hands, the sun setting, breeze blowing. Then I picture us going in to the house and making....And that's where my fantasy is cut off......Well let's just say that if I go any farther I might get banned from writing. You get the picture tho. *wink*

That's right.

I want to move out of here so bad. This past month I have been chatting it up with a few of you and talking about the difference in people, weather, life style, even music about from where you live. And I have decided that I want to move to the southern region maybe NY area.

Man. It sure is nice to be young. I was telling a friend of mine this earlier today, Sometimes I forget that I am just 16. 16! That's it..I have at LEAST 'Til I hit 23 before anything meaningful should be going on. And it hits me....I have a long time before I have to worry. GO JAK! You're 16 =)

No aches and pains and with lots (a little too much) of a baby face left.

And you know what, I'm glad. Ha. I couldn't be better. Life really is something to laugh at. And in the end, whether it be "god" ends up being a big chicken, or I get that chance to be a cowboy, I don't want to regret a second of it. I doubt I will. So, to all of you who are my friends. Stick around, I'll be keeping in touch. Cause when you say best friends, that means friends forever.

And It's spring break Monday. Not that it makes a HUGE difference in it being Monday. But I will be going to bed shortly and I want to read. That means that I am getting off this.

So take care of yourself alright?

Take care.

Goodbye and Goodnight.

Love always,

Jak.

Out

Of order...
Howdy,
Sorry folks. It's been one of those weeks. Filled with tissues and coughing. Gross I know. I don't really have a good topic tonight, I just wanted to let you know that I'm still alive....Getting concerned emails. *Blushing* Thanks, But I'm alive and well. Kind of, I'm getting there tho. So, I'll be back later this week with something.
Thanks again for caring. You guys rock.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love Always,
Jak.

Want to get to know me?

Howdy,
And I bet you do....=). So, a couple weeks back in class we were talking about personalities and of course this led into a personalty/Career test. It was fun actually.

My was as followed:

Understanding you, Jak
People like you are gentle, caring, and sensitive. To those who don't really know you, you may appear cool and reserved. But inside you feels things very deeply. Your close friends know you are loyal and affectionate, expressive and eager to please. And you are thoughtful, considerate, and supportive of your friends and [[some]] family. While you love to be included in social activities, you also need time alone to relax or pursue your interests. Because you have such a big heart, you often take even the most constructive criticism personally and may frequently feel disappointed or hurt.

You have to force yourself to deal with conflicts head on, and to speak your mind honestly, even when you know it might hurt someone's feelings.

You are also a down to earth and realistic person. You probably have a keen sense of aesthetics and may love a variety of artistic expressions or activities. Since you are so observant, you usually give your full attention to whatever you are doing at the moment, and are often able to tell amazingly accurate stories. You are easy going and playful, but may not be especially adventurous. Since you naturally want to follow your curiosity wherever it leads you, you may have trouble making decisions, following through, and finishing all of the projects you start......Blah blah blah.

And it goes on to say that I could be good at the following, all that good stuff. That's when I just looked at the top 2 choices. Teacher and lawyer.

Now that's interesting right there...I gotta admit I love it.

That's right.