Wednesday, May 30, 2007

If your gonna play in Texas.....



Gotta have a fiddle in the band.

Monday, May 28, 2007

I thought I'd let you be my happy ending....I was wrong..




Howdy,

How are you doing? How was your weekend?

As the long weekend comes to an end, let me set the scene for you.
The sun has just gone to bed, the cars are all quiet on the street, the neighbors have gone to bed and the ceiling fans spin as I sit here and type this. It has been a weekend like no other. Filled with little, actually no work and endless laughter and of course friends. The kind of friends that you can never get sick of. The ones who throw water balloons at you and then chase you around with them, ya those kind.
Being away from the city this weekend made me really happy. Not the, getting a new iPod happy. More of the, seeing the special someone after years and years of not seeing them. Where every little thing brings a smile to your face. Know what that means? I'll just tell you then, That means I can not wait to get the hell out of here. Away from the city and California. I don't care if I have to go through trial and error over and over again. I will. All I know is that I wasn't meant for the city. I think I was supposed to be born in a small town. The kind where everyone knows everyone. All your kids grow up together and your downtown is a Church, a General store, and a Fire Station. That's what I want.
As I do often, I was daydreaming on the ride home this afternoon and I thought about that woman of my dreams no I don't mean you, or Carrie Underwood, and we have 6 kids and we are all living, learning and loving. Then I snapped out of it. And If I want that one to continue, I think I'll go to bed now.
It's later then I thought.
I really hope that your weekend was almost as good as mine. =) Have a goodnight. Xoxoxo.
I love you.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love always,
Jak.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Football flunkies & Sounthern rock junkies....

Howdy,

So today I walked into the library not expecting the experience that I was about to get. As I stood there waiting impatiently, taking advantage of my youth, an elderly woman appeared in front of me and by the looks of it had a large stack of magizines. Something inside of me told me to help her, and What did I do? I walked over asked to take them from her and help her where ever she needed or desired to go.
The look on this lady's face was PRICELESS. I mean it was almost life changing. It lit up with something that I can't even describe you had to be there on that one. If I had the chance to do it again I would have. And I listened as we walked to her car, I heared her stories and her adventures and I knew right then, that this was just the begining....I have this life to live. As I stood there for a good 40 minutes listening and noticing how her eyes lit up with joy and fear as she told her stories to a complete stranger almost as she may not be able to share them again, I listened and continued to listen to her. I could almost picture the places she described. To have someone open up to you like that is a wonderful feeling. I hope that you get the chance.

I am determined to not be your "Average" teen. Sure, I may be young but boy can I rock your world.

Talk to me, With me, just not about me and I will listen. I WANT to know what you think and just how amazing you truely are. I tahnks that elderly woman for sharing and sparking another side of me. Thank you. We may never meet again, but I won't forget the way your face lit up.

Now really,
Have a good one.
This is Jak signing off.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
Love always,
Jak.